This is bad for YOUR eyes :)

2010-01-21T23:20:00.001+08:00

ERROR.

I HAVE MOVED

LOOK FOR ME IF YOU TAK MALU.

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2010-01-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

I'VE MOVED

find me at

http://shaqsmiles.tuumblr.com

2010-01-05T02:25:00.003+08:00

new year new resolution??

hmm...lemme tynk..

18??

cool.

yes.money.

yes.shopping.

yes.new phone.

yes.more entertainments.

yes.movies.

watched old dog.alvin day before.

awesome.

countdown?

nehh.

nothing much to drag about.

new shoes?

HELL YEAH!

new friends?

not interested.

old friends?

i lost count.

sorry siblings.

sorry loops friends.

pretty grateful the'budak shortform'.

i spent loads withyou guys.

every night there's dinner.

pretty.

savings for our chalet.

10 jan how?

confirm?

not!

UOB account?

im making it.

hello uob now.

pretty in red.

lady's card so so so dangerous.

its credit.

whoa!

big spender.

negative cashflow.

up next.

avatar in 3D.

clash of the titans.

lovely bones.

tooth fairy.

new bags.

new jeans.

new dress.

new shirt.

new talks.

new people.

some getaways?

coming right up.]

where?

sentosa IR?

helll yeah.

i want the theme park!

supper?

i shall say early breakfast at 2am.

al-ameen again.

somebody get a car.

we need to travel.

2009-12-31T14:50:00.002+08:00

yay!!pay day.
on the night we've got paid,went to al ameen and had our supper w fred,zyeza,pek,fad,bib,epul.
had our stomach full and headed to the empty dark hardcourt at1+.couldnt manage but to fall asleep so decided to go home at 230 near 3 am.++had to work the next day at 10am .
yest was a shopping day!!
today??
sheeshaing??d'marquee??town??cwp??

??

2009-12-19T13:57:00.000+08:00

OFF!!

town anyone??
raining??
confuse??

sleepy head eater.makes me smile. :)

2009-12-14T13:55:00.004+08:00

i wake up in the morning and feel like im missing something. i know there's something not right, and it takes me a while to remember what it is. then i remember. my best friend is gone. it was silly of me to rely so much in one person though.

first and foremost , happy birrday dear big shifa ' the dibo the dragon-our-entertainer'.da 18 .:)
luckily tak jadi mandi popcorn smalam kat traffic light.
did closing and slacked w fred,pek,min,shifa at titanic and got bitten by ants so headed to 825.
slacked there and did some gossips,chit chat,singing of dibo's song and headed home around 2+ am.
next, after a long no meet up session,finally i get to meet up w bobo,hakim, zuzu at 169 last fri and.....
bobo went silat so i meet anna,dydy,rina,fawly,bee,azmi,naz,acai.they had dinner at banquet and dhen headed to civic garden.

payday's in few weeks time and im so excited to get new thing.i need a change for phone.i wanted to buy satio AND itouch OR should i just buy iphone?? OR even better blackberry??blackberry look awesome but is it rugged enough??i always had my phones jumping out of my hands and bump!!it goes lying on the floor!! lv's shoes caught my eye sia.wow.kalau murah takpe sei.favour ey,lv sia.cb btol.oh oh and new denim.black ones too.pants ,jackets.okeh.last warning.

he's sexy.

2009-12-09T13:19:00.002+08:00

no work for today.
yest aft work headed to mc and had our dinner.some cigg and get back to cwp to get irah's bracelet.nothing to do and headed to donut empire and bought half a dozen.
texted cous but she didnt bring her phone along.
anna asked to come over her crib w dydy and watched new moon but didnt manage to come over.
sorry babe,i watched twice and i was boring episode seriously apart from jacob.
no plans so started to plan to watch ninja AGAIN!!
me , fred , irah and sufi joined in after his work.

pek texted us after watching his SI with dan and appa.
1130pm headed to civic and meet them.
did a lot of stupid jokes , hilarious gossip and got my stomach to hurt so badly.
reached home ard 1+ am and did washups and straight to bed.

ps/ bye abg .. hello glen!!

yay!

2009-12-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

hey ho :)

at last being home early after a lot of slacking.
finish at ard 3 turning 4. waited for fara , update schedule , met pek and slacked at civic.
2nd round new moon was okay.
ninja assassin was awesome.i love it.

im so sorry i forgot about today's plan.its 6 dec today babe.
yest met dylies at heeren and thot of heading to yp to eat at the kopitiam but everyone really wanted to eat at ljs so we headed to ljs at centrepoint.
dylies had their performance.
after dinner slacked at istana park and got bored so we make a move to the plaza sing and walk around and did A shopping.

i started to give cold shoulder to someone and i know she knows who she is right babe?

okehs.handphones ringing during midnight , he's calling. :)

ummmmph..

2009-11-28T22:07:00.003+08:00

hello and evenings to lovelybirds.

discipline is starting.
smile,greet.andSAY THANK YOU!!.OMG.havent been saying that for a long time.and dont forget PLEASE!what?!!
haha..enough shit,woke up at ard 83o stoopid pek woke me up coz e wanted to meet up before work first tmr.yay!!opening!!no torture of closing yay!!but packed customers.shit.

case 39-
watched with abg , freda , and min after closing and test print.
pek and charles test print at hall 7 new moon & rina and kim at hall 4 new moon too.
i swear case 39 was super scary , suspense , thrilling.almost complete package but they didnt show how the lil gerl became like that and where the demon came from.but this is beterthan paranormal activity.really.
pek and charles's hall was scary and they heard footsteps and its at 2++ am.
after case 39 , i jumped hall to watched with them and thanks to rina , the romantic movie turns out to be a funny one.i cant stop laughing.hahas :)

after that had some ag thanks to 'abg sachok'min for evo pack we all slacked in the meeting room and abg , pak and min and rina started to talked abt their scary story.
charles wanted to know what min saw earlier during the footsteps and then got scared and started banging the cupboard with the long stick.
silly.
ok enough of tiring works.

yay!! 3 dec is my off day!!
alr planned,8pm new moon movie 8 tix.
tho' i alrdy watched.its dearly long winded but should give a good ratings.

hmmm.6 dec!
oh no panic.
should go or not!!
and where is it guys??
shaq confused!and next week's weekend - ninja assasin here i come.

ps:/ naz,acai,anna,faris,megat says thanks to all involved(pek,min,shifa,shaq)
for good and scary foods , sneak in and tix.
god bless.peace.:)

fireworks.

2009-11-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

whoa !
at this timing also i can hear fireworks from idk where.
but i swear its true.
im home anws.

works,money,items.
im tired of it right now.
heavy work schedule.stoopid customers.long queue.stacks of delivery.no tips.free food and drinks and movies.lame jokes.save money per day.confiscated nets received.

yes..some parts relieved some parts not.
i aint got no old friends.
idk them.
i dont talk much.
i miss alot of them,putting aside cous,jun,farah coz she with me all the way!!
i miss don esp whom i always fight with(haha hindustan uh),cacat boy.he says:ey ,aku nak keje sane alek uh .. kat sini tak tahan uh ada BABI sume..
haha!! , appa!!imyt..and nurul!!she not there so boring sia!!

yest was somehow boring lepak day.hanging around at far east at 1 am and got nothing to do and we watched/played kuda!!(horse race) stoopid huh..
oh yah!! shaq heard the fireworks again!!but i cant see it!!
okeh , imma look for it!!

are u paid to wash toilet bowls??

2009-11-12T15:26:00.002+08:00

haha!
keep talking guys.
yes! pretty awesome, u admitted ur an ego.
yes u are. didnt you think of why i cahnge this way.
yes i all because of you.
oh and next thing , ask your she's-my-best-friend-bitch of how i crashed someones relationship.
ur turns next babe.

go on shit talking and ''ah, bukan salah aku pe!!''
and oh , yes continue shittalking abt my friends.
oh come on , they can swag unlike u guys but you dont and i dont think they give two fuck about your ''cool''-talented friends.bring it on bitch!

secondly , congrats to people who have found a job for themselves.
the metro workers , the cleaners , the bellboy , the waiters , the sales person!(oh i want to work there!save one slot for me!!)

moving on.. i cant wait for my monopoly game day with the girls..
oh come on!!
yeah , cous ust woke up ..like now!!
i want to go out!but she not going rp i tynking.
oh btw,at last i met my bitches at rp on tues.as per normal a lil gossip here and there.
entertaining dydy's nonsense and stuffs.

anws, this sat going to escapade hope its gonna be okeh!

ps/me and cous freaked out after seeing a stray dog and cous jumped while seeing apek that she thought is a dog! :)

yay!! but oh no!!

2009-11-10T13:20:00.003+08:00

hello!
its gonna rain soon..
dhen how am i gonna go out and play..oh no just go out.
yest, headed to cathay and meet jenni with cous.
yay!jenni 's getting a baby!
im allowed to continue working coz thanks to some people i didnt get at least a new job.
i need more experience u see.
after chatting and writing constraint,bought food at ljs and slacked somewhere.
we catch up with each other's life after a long-no-meet-up period.
cous rascal was a bit off today and she was the demon that brought me to playing poker till night.
somehow gambled and yeah she won alot of games and money to me and her friend.

but i dont have any old friends in cathay alah!!
tortorous!
today , planned to meet those bitches at rp but idk la.
me and cous planned to create another crew under dylies,its bylimarcell.
u should know the difference between the D and the B..
haha!! it was quite lame though.

yest i was in a total no mood day.
i cant stop cursing and swearing those people involved.
lucky silly cous managed to cheer me up.
you know i can easily be okay when im at another place with another ppl.

nehmind,let bygones be bygones.
because why?
u cannot cry cause its over but u must smile because it happened.
okeh!! LS!!

cramps!!

2009-11-09T12:18:00.002+08:00

yes!!
everything's all cramp..
esp my arms and my peha!!
i did it!!
i climed via ferata at orchard central where kakak works with kakak , and abg and with kakak colleague.. :)
dhen tried the normal rockwall..
at that point my hand was all lembik and i was looking for water in the middle of the wall!!
dammit!!

yes!! im losing part of why friends.
happy now??
after a thorough thinkings , i think i should let it go.
why should i wait.
im like waiting for rains during the hot season..

im miss my bitchy partners.
cant wait for after 11 nov,
i owe kak nana meet-ups ,
naz,which im meeting today,
dydy, fawly , lily , anna and bee!!
for e and mickey , i met them last fri alr. :)
oh , and eerah and her baby , rizq.....idk..
i cant wait to bitch talk with u guys , confem best..
bitch mouths!! :)

ps/ u dont seems interested to talk so i dont bother.dont expect me to always start talking.stop pretending that u live in a 'princess'-lala-land.. :)
pissed!

be good , smile pretty

2009-10-12T16:41:00.002+08:00

having exam in 2 weeks time.
thanks to nam's effort that his willing to help me and guide me through , hope can heed his advice.
saturday was a study day till 6 and went to abd ijal's place for his akad nikah!
my big borther is superr awesome , he only said once sei!!
plan was to ton on saturday but everyone couldnt tahan and slept at around 4 am and wake up at around 6 am.
at night , snet kak eza home at around 12 plus and headed to wan's place for a toilet break and reach at around 1 turning 2 am.
eat and went upstairs to watch ghost town but ended up ghost town tengok aku.
the rest of the big boys are slackin or i should say gambling at the void deck.
walkd home at 630 am and went back to bed.
sun: reached abg ijal's place at ard 1 plus.
kene maki tau datang lambat sei!!
super cool day ..
saw one moron .. i tynk some people know who..
abg ijal's neighbourhood friend is also there and that is why he is there.
padahal kite sume satu neighbourhood. ke same carpark??
hahas. :)

another one..smiled , i turned away..

baby among all.

2009-10-04T14:57:00.004+08:00

thurs had our graduation day.
it was somehow sad to see the teachers crying & all the friends which we've known.
somemore u will miss the people who have been seeing you grow up , settling you down , knows who's ur ex-bf for the 5 long years and see that you have change from an innocent girl to a girl who had chosen the wrong friends to the girl who had change to become the best that she ever wanted. knowing her most problem.she used to be arrogant , hates alomst everyone , always having an attitude problem which even a little thing would blast her up and now totally changes to be the lil gerl with at least a bit of heart but the swearing is still running in her.idk why.the next one friend who really knows when she's annoyed.and says ,
"ah , dah.dengan prangai shaq yang nie cnfm kau tgh binget..aku cukop kenal dgn prangai kau lah"at that moment , that really touch me :)
and the next boy says at diff place " hey shaq , u okay? spill, i know there's something ur unhappy about"
if you know who im referring to its good then.not one person in this story.

friday afternoon went to raya with the sec five.nothing much to elaborate about.

saturday/yesterday ,
plan was the ecp skate park but rain stopped us there.
followed master fauzi to queenstown skate shop as he wanted to buy truck.
then they played there till ard 5pm as there, they have the vent thing and stuffs.
with lil nam , zuzu , fauzi , fahmy , saiful(SFL) , mimi , ayul , hafiz.
headed to city hall as bobo , wan , tammy was already waiting for us there.
walked around at penin and stay for quite a while at citylink and they skate there.
headed to hometown and slack there until normal timing.
:)
ps/ joke from the youngest or shall we say the baby amgst all:
H:amcm mau pa beli naughty g?
A:k set..halal tak blablablabla.....
they starting to make a move and
A:ey , horny g halal tak????
all: naughty g la .. ape yg horny g!!kau tu yg horny sangat.
lil nam kissed the lil boy and he was like eeeeeeeee and you know the reaction..
then bo throwed something at him like plastic and he was like eeeeee!! with the same reaction!!

confused

2009-09-30T16:03:00.002+08:00

'o' s nearing and im still not prepared for ot.
still slacking and enjoying myself.
looking on the bright side at least im better compared to some ppl who says they bother but they seem not to even care about their education.

i had a good time during pe lesson today..
bobo was as usual in his silly mood..
and when sudeenly idil timbang the takraw ball and his straight to his face.

the whole class was as usual looking at them playing.
in a nick of time , everyone was laughing real loud and u could see 3 boys lying on the artificial field. achik was lying and curling himself as he was laughing.
maymay was lying on his front body and he was laughing along with his leg..
and bobo was lying on his back while covering his right face.

ahas.. :)

this friday plan is to go out with the sec 5 kids for hari raya.
there's 50 of us.
saturday , lil nam asked us to tag along as fauzi and his bro are bringing them for the skate tour thing. i wanted to go but im confused. i know shams gonna join and that'll be good cz at least i got a friend which is a gerl.

tmr , we'll be having graduatin day!!
oh!! im graduating at last!!!
after 5 torturing years baby!!
9 oct will be our last day of sch and holiday comes for o students to revise.

and all i ever wanted to wish for is that i would get the perfect grades and that my jackasses will still be around even if we have graduated.. :)

long times

2009-09-23T15:16:00.003+08:00

last wed celebrated my birthdays with loves. it wasnt awesome but okeh. got two cards from adek and danish , and COACH handbag from my abg yan and kak eza. :)
i love!!!

was sick from monday and went home halfway in school.gastric flu.tuesday and wednesday was on mc and tammy got affected!! haha!!

saturday was great. prepared the house for sunday and headed to catch the last train to cck with ainee as yan , eza , fifie , and wan was already waiting. headed to geylang with them and kak eza's cousins and sister.parked at sim ave and they went into the geylang while ainee , two kak eza cous and me slack and waited for them under the void deck. i didnt want to go coz i knowwww theres alot of humans and so hottt!! and all of them is so funny with their sillinest and their stoopid jokes. :)
hehs..

first day of raya was funny. had wrestling - its a normal routine for us during the family gathering with the closed ones.
i miss a lot of people..

yest something relieving happen and was glad everything went well and its like a confession scene..

now its all over with the puasa thing and everyone could go back with their normal routine..
saturday fcc day. my meet-ups and make-ups with my jackasses. i miss them loads. :)
everyone can continue to be a moron.

i really miss cathay partner , faiz. havent met up with him for decade long , i need to share a lot of things to him coz i believe that he is the only idiot who knows my 'big' thing and he's always my best partner.i miss appa , my BIG boy , dan- not so :) , hah! zhafran the asshole , i know im the ruiner okehs. need to meet up urgently or at least call me up aites cb??

ps/ i HATE one young girl (not really a pretty lady) , two face drama bitch.

abg epullll.....

2009-09-13T18:49:00.002+08:00

yest's plan was good..
the jackasses went skating at youth park and tammy and me was late so we came ard 6..
to my horror not even one of them puase..
okeh.. mirror mirror..
chilled at yp to near 8.30 and headed back to wld to have our dinner..
the rest went home and eat while me , hyder , wan , and hafiz stayed..
shams stayed at yp and had her dinner at subway with isk , sal , radhy..

after the dinner at banquet , headed to civic garden and as per normal..
their routine was to talk and bullshitting..
and many knows who they are mentioning about right shits?

hahas..
anws , while was at yp , saw this really effing cool girl which i dont think many girls could be like..
ard 10 more mins to buke and i cant wait..

p.s/ i think my ex bf is in love with my 'bff'..

im dead bored..

2009-09-11T21:50:00.002+08:00

had a very tiring night yest..
went home from slacking/studying then followed fifie yan and wan to boon keng and fetch ainee..
got no plans so we headed to geylang-wah sei! empty sia weekdays!!
i feel so good..
bought dengdeng and its pathetically fucking expensive ..
bought 300 gm for 11 dollars and theres only like 5 piece..
then we send ewan back and we slack under his block till 1245 and headed home..
reached home in like 15 mins thanks to abg's speed..
sat in kakak's room till 2 am and deciding for them of what to wear.

today chemistry lesson starts at 8..
i somehow couldnt wake up but manage to be there..
reached school near 9 with stick and jufri..
had to stay back and do test..
reached home at around 12 and watch 'planet b-boy'
after the show , i went to bed at around 1pm and i keeo the cell in the drawer and keepit silent as i wanted to have a peaceful sleep as i couldnt get one for the past two days.
woke up to near 5..
i know its so short..
got 2 missed called , 6 messages..
anna texted as they are going to buka at popeye..
so.. i dont feel like going and dont want to go coz im lata and i just woke up at that moment and mum ordered pizza.
save my money..

hyder asked if want study..
i wanted to join him but due to my excuse i chose to relax..

now kak ainee went to macpherson to see her bf takrawing and later midnight we gonna fetch her at around boon keng and slack around there and cruise somewhere..

tomorrow there will be the skate comp at sp i tynk...
i tynk its tmr..
but i really wanted to go to the marina barrage about the ben&jerry fest!
ok nehmind i puasa tmr..

hope to have a great time tmr with great plans..
to zuzu , happy 18 birthday for tmr!! dear faggot!!
haha!!

im pissed!

2009-09-10T17:43:00.002+08:00

the stupid mozilla somehow irritates me with the (not responding) thing..
im still feeling sleepy..
math mock exam just now is a bit stupid.
i couldnt answer all and im sure i lost 10 marks.
i bake the brownie and its hangos.
stoopid dog..

yest i couldnt go out and have my fag.
sat at home with kak ainee and ma came back from terawih and four of us went to sheng siong..
dhen put the things at home and followed kakaks and abg to boon keng..
sis ainee send food to her bf house coz his mum's is sick..or i should say the whole house is sick..
hangout there till 1230 am after watching moment of truth.. finish moment of truth headed home and slack a while at the factory carpark opposite my house..
abg drive at speed of 140km/h..
risky enough.
reach the crib at nearly 2 am..
enough said..

after buke im sure i want to go out and ...........

buka's!!

2009-09-09T15:14:00.002+08:00

i had buka with dylimarcell at serangoon last wednesday.. -btol2 last wed and they had like meetings.. and we enjoy ourselfs taking pictures and stuff and i just a new name from e and sany-tripod stand..
coz im the one who took the pictures..

on last saturday , went to so called studying but ended up playing carom with hyder ,e1 , hafiz , shams..
we buka at 359..
whao satu satu like pro sia.
and in the evening rico came and destroy the carom game and the play like 'aiming-the-thing-at-the-hole-' game..
then shams and rico headed to nik's house..
me , hafiz and hyder continued playing ..
at around 9-ish to ten , mum called and i haveto go back coz my family is going to geylang..-i swear its freaking boring ey!

yest , went to beach rd and had buka together. me, shams , zuzu , hafiz , wan , haikal , hyder and hakim..
we wated for a long time but hyder decided on playing this word-sentence game until buka..
this is also like pre-celebration for zuzu on his birthday this saturday -12sept.. happy birthday bitch!
after we had our buka , headed to suntec and slack there playing truth or dare..
oh yar!!
on the way to lavender mrt after buka , we walk at this like dark lace and theres a mouse as i can hear the squeaky voice! its so near!!
i was walking beside tammy and hyder and hafiz was infront and the rest was at the back..
so when i want to take the next step , there's like ''quiiek,quiiek!!'' sound and i can feel that im stepping on something!!
i was so scared at that moment and my face expresion change and i shout real hard.
and guess what the boys did , they stand AWAY from me instead sof helping , they run away to save themself firsta nd i was panicking alone!!
tammy u too!!
so that it for my embarrasing moment yest.dear dylies , i know there's iftar today and mama's cooking but im really sorry i cant make it today .. i got something on and i dont wish to elaborate more of why and what and who..

sorry man!!
next time!

simle question for you boy

2009-09-03T17:18:00.004+08:00

When I rule the world, it will be fun to decide who lives.

Based on what I've seen from you - not many will.Say what you mean, then shut up.

I need more money, more power, and less shit from stupid people like you.I'm not rude, you're insignificant.

Lower head, raise eyebrow and then roll eyes.

You never mattered anyway.

A modest little person, with much to be modest about.

You'd make a lovely corpse.

You may look like an idiot and talk like an idiot but don't let that fool her. You really are an idiot.

That young man is one of the least benightedly unintelligent organic life forms it has been my profound lack of pleasure not to be able to avoid meeting.

You had delusions of adequacy.

I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it.

We've been through so much together, and most of it was your fault.

Sir, if you were my husband, I would poison your drink.

I'm sorry, you seem to have mistaken me for someone who cares.

Don't talk unless you can improve the silence.

I can please only one person per day. Today is not your day. Tomorrow isn't looking good either.

I don't have an attitude problem. You have a perception problem.

It would be hypocritical of me to ask. It would suggest I care.

You're a man without any nice qualities, as far as I can tell.

It's long been my belief that God's plan for me is that I should spend a little time with each of the most stupid people on this Earth. You are reinforcing it.

I bet you're really happy you crawled out of your hole to say that.

I'm busy. Can I ignore you some other time?

I like you. People say I've got no taste, but I like you.

I find a few people annoying, and you are all of them.

You know what I thought when I met you? Nothing. You made no impression.

You had a toxic personality bordering on the radioactive.

Humans only use about 1/10 of their brain power. With you, it could be less or do i say not at all.

I know when you're lying, because your lips move.

I can be lovely person. I just have chosen not to share that with you.

Please deprive me of your company.

Anything happens to her, I have a .45 and a shovel. I doubt anybody would miss you.

Get out of the way or I shall tread on you.

Why do you get up in the morning?

p/s: stop poisoning my friend's brain .. cb kau!

hahas..i love this

2009-09-01T14:55:00.003+08:00

When you add mass to your pecs did you use proteins from your brain to do that?
Get a life. While you're at it, get a brain too.
Dear heavanly Father, I sincerely pray that You help my fucking hypocrit friend here get a brain for himself. At the same time, get him a life. In the name of the, ....
I think god misplace your brain.
You must have an IQ level of 65.
That was clever.
i can pass you a name card to a neuro surgeon.
Did you receive an education?
Your parents first cousins?
Stay far far away from me, I heard stupidity is contagious.
You are always a brain away from speaking to me.
There is something between your ears call Brain. Please use it, it makes you smarter.
Your existence merely adds on the food wastage.
The world is peaceful when you stop talking.
Your mere presence over populates the world with stupid people.
Your mum forgot to give birth to a brain for you.
My hand would be interested in whatever you are going to say.
You heard of Ronan Keating's song "When you say nothing at all"
Your brain must be new.
Reality. *Name of person*. *H...............*. Reality

thats for you.. goods it you feel insulted..
you're welcome.. :)

fuck!

2009-08-31T13:21:00.003+08:00

fuck all the hypocrits
fuck all the minahs and mats tak jadi
fuck all the pretenders
fuck all the ''ader ar'' people
fuck all the minah tudungs with a bitchy attitude when i school
fuck all the dramamamas
fuck all the disgusting desperate-for-sex bitchas
fuck all the empty promises
fuck all the child abusers
fuck all the poker face
fuck all the liars!
fuck all the ''oh i quit smoking.." actors/fakers
fuck all the people who thinks they are so perfect and so flawless..

“Don't find the time to cry for me, don't find the words to speak for me, don't find the nerve to feel for me, just get the fuck away from me”
“The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation that you ever had.”
“The 'not-giving-a-fuck' meter is as far into the red-zone as ever before.”
Half of life is fucking up the other half is dealing with it.”
“If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different....I'd rather be completely fucking mental.”
“I am trying to figure out the exact moment my life got so fucked up.”

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
im feeling better..
anws , congrats to a young lady..
i mark your 30 aug and see how long.. :)

malay results!

2009-08-24T17:17:00.003+08:00

hey you!!
im too tired too update..
my malay gce o level results was not that good with the score of B3..
i know its not enough but i aimed to concentrate on other subjects..
the most importantly i really do want to secure a distinction in my exams.
i hope i could get at least an A2 for science and math!!
i already know that im not gonnan have a distinction fo my malay..
so..
yah..

few weeks ago , went to sentosa with tammy and her friends and i had loads of fun..

next , english oral is in another 2 more day and i am so not prepared and im real scared.. :(

next , on which date went to watch g.i. joe with anna and we created the silliest scene..
we were late for the show and we sat right in the middle of the couple seat row..(its not me but sis ainee bought it and give it to us)so we tried to move in and those stoopid swine tryna act cool in front of their dates by not moving that i accidentally sat on someone and anna stepped on a lady's feet.. TWICE okehs!!

so thats it.. if you are kepo enough to see those pictures on the 'Sentosa Knockout Party' , do visit..
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/photo.php?pid=2872318&op=1&o=global&view=global&subj=765385269&id=696176548

toodles :)

NDP '08 ++ more

2009-08-10T15:46:00.016+08:00

no plans

2009-08-08T19:45:00.001+08:00

hello earth humans!!
currently at the serangoon cc in the dance studio with anna dydy fawly ryna v and the 3 new dylies junior..
watching them with their practises and its cold in here..
from the ap dome watching the fis prac plus celebrating kak seri's birthday and her birthday bash..
she needs to wear this tiara which her mama bought before blowing her candles..

happy 20th kak seri!

anws the boys are not at the fcc today plus the tammy..
bobo & zuzu: sick-zuzu's tempp is like 40.1 degrees..
hyder:is at his house not coming down..
tamtam : had her family day at the sungei buloh..
wan:saiful's house

and me left alone here..
:(

nothing more to update
so i'll update youu soon aye!!
:)

imy!!

2009-08-04T17:18:00.002+08:00

its confirm a long time i last post to this page..
im so packed with school stuffs and the locking up for my final piece is like this thursday..
omg..
there's still a lot of things to be completed..

anws happy for my jahanam , Hyder , he recovered..
luckily i can still his ugly face..
i thought i wouldnt see him again..
haha hyder!!! :)

last saturday spending time with my lovely sibling is awesome!!
went to fetch wan and fifie dhen go to cuppage to fetch ainee..
bought tahui , char kway and soya bean drinks and headed to tanjong rhu..(guys dont get this wrong man!!)

so..
i tynk im done fer now!! :)

saturday "BACK-UP" plan

2009-07-26T16:33:00.002+08:00

yesterday had few plans but it turn out that we made it for only one..
went sheesha-ing with tammy iskgeekboy nikkidemon and sallydrunken and zuzucibaito.. :)
mepek siol.. :)
zuzu went off a bit earlier than us and the four of them went drinking..
then i went home earlier than four of them..
when i reached , tamy called saying that beevi got wasted and she dont know how to get her home..
soo..
anws , yesterday dylies had a dance comp -da sho case 8 at youth park..
collabo with 2 voguelicious..
im sorry guys i didnt manage to turn up as we're already late..
i heard you guys did real great but didnt manage to get the top 3..
its okeh guys..
as long as the "sportsmanship" is there..
imma upload those photos soon but now i gotta go coz
i want go mcDonalds and buy the seaweed fries??
right guys??

i need insurance!!

2009-07-21T12:10:00.003+08:00

congrats t abg yan!!
whoo!!
aft he pass , he the siblings fetched me at msl mrt aft tition and we went cruising..
went to wdl central tot of eating ice kachang but the shop has closed!!
damn!!
went to eat elsewhere and gossips ,jokes , and even ghost stories!!
went home so that abg can take key from dad and we sent kak eza home..
me kak ainee kak fifie and kak eza in kak eza's car and abg yan and wan in the pc car..
we chit chat for a whileat jurong then sent wan at cck..
abg sairi waited for us there..
so we lepak a while then abg say:''jap agy kiter jalan uh nnt dier punye mummy biseng uh..''(abg point at me)
then kak ainee was like:''ah btol nnt u punye mummy da biseng susa lagi2 u punye gina uh''
i was like whhhaattt..
after a while went back and before that give chevy drink minyak and oh yah..
we bought the $1.80 ball and i get mr greedy!!
reach home at ard 1.45..
and yah..
:)

Hyder mepek!!

2009-07-20T12:12:00.002+08:00

That idiotic guy is just right beside me.. :)
im at the art room now and guess what..
i havent even started any colour test..

i have been going out this whole week..
omg..
yest was sort of a slacking day at 330..
seeing izzat and e pushing the car was hilarious.. :)
i ride the bicycle with bobo and he prove me the tenth time that riding with him is REALLY not safe!!
i hit the wall AGAIN!!
oh great..
went hacking on some stuff that day and made a great profit!!
:)

you drifting away from school books human. :)

2009-07-15T17:00:00.003+08:00

omg..im so exhausted but im happy too!!
i have finish my carving and what..
it seems that im gonna miss few friends..
i aint talking to them anymore..
the the rest , i dont care lahs..
i miss the dylies too much , the kakaks and also the boy..

yest , was talking to kakak about ourself ..
oh..
anws , kak dydy's daughter is named Nurin Alesha..
ho , cute siol..
hehhs..
i miss them loads especially..

haikal's song has been made named shes gone..
i'll try to put up and u may have the nice comments about it soon ehs..

its the babys... :)

2009-07-13T17:05:00.006+08:00

prelims starts today ..

wth..anws, some fun thang done during the weekends..

the sat , it the family fetched me at fcc and we headed to lau pa sat..

the heavy rain stppoed us from eating satay there so we proceed to changi village and have our dinner and the satay!!

after all the eating and stuffs , we all went to marina barrage and slacked there while camwhoring.. :)

reached home at ard 2 am..

talking about this , i have some kids that i or in fact the family plus the friends wont forget.. :)

tiles completed!

2009-07-09T18:32:00.004+08:00

yay!!
i completed creatimg 30 tiles of my clay for my coursework!!
but its only the first stage for gooness sake..
theres more to go..
the engraving , the glazing , the firing and blah blah blah..

just took my malay oral exam today..
and guess what??
im sure im not going to do well..
the last question is "apakah pancaroba yang dihadapi remaja??"
and i was like..
whats pancaroba and i just shoot out anything..
and i found out it was a wrong answer..
ppffftt..
please help me!!

and also today i had my science prelim practical exam..
the physics was okay BUT the shitty chemistry was so not easy and i dont think anything ring a bell at that moment.
especially how to elaborate the conclusion!!
f*%#!!

tmr im having my art lesson and i have tofinish 4 colour test..
oh, and i have not even done one!!

after this im going for my tuition..
omg!!

updates

2009-07-06T15:00:00.002+08:00

its long that i last share..
things are still going on the same way..
my nice friends like..----
im so happy for her that she found herself a somehow boyfriend..
hahas..
and she went to date with him today..
gyeah..

my another nice friend , bobo .
he is composing aa song with daniel azri fr this deary cousin..
its a sad thing that happen to his life forever..
daniel azri producehis sogs very nicely done..

im just chatting to my best dude which is now staying in australia..
he is s lame..
kate tengah binget and he can still talk nonsense with me about his stupid life there..
he start the convo about meeting us kat cwp and tknk kt bns coz byk mats..

**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
sial la..
tk prcaye ni..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
haha
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
sumpah bodoh..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
kau biar btol
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
btul la..
cume aku tk bleh slalu gi clubbin..
psal tu over age..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
sape aja kau n
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
tpi aku prnah masuk..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
ni
cb la!!
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
ank kwn mk aku ajk..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
gy club tk msk
kau ada blog??
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
gay club tk best..
dah biase..
tkde asl..??
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
cb!!
tny je
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
eh nnti 2011 aku blek..
mane club yg bes kat spore..??
buat kau jealous..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
cb
double o
amcm
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
ok set..
alu tau ade satu tmpat
dkat ngn esplanade..
bozo ke ape..
zook eh..??
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
oh
bkn
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
abeh..??
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
ape eh
ah
dxo
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
ah..
btul..
tu mmcm class..
hushbar kat sini..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
so
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
aku blek first thing aku nk pgi sane ngn korng sume..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
pehhotak
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
asl.??
kate mau enjoy..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
tkpe next year da legal
haha
kau!!
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
2011 la...
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
tau la
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
same la nxt dah legal..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
atleast next year da legal
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
tpi skg dah ble msuk..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
tap ku baek uh
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
eleh action..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
tk naek club
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
klau tk pun aku ajk korg sume gi masjid sultan..
aku buat workshop..
ha
ank2 remaje..
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
cb bodo kau
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
'
ok pe..
tk dosa..
dpt pahale..
eh btw aku nk ame L nxt month..
doa2 kan aku pass..
amek*
ooooooooooooi
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
ok
amin
car bike??
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
car...
thnk..
love u...
muaks
you believe you, they believe you.-rev run says:
ee!!
**DON JOKER**....UP UP & AWAY..WUHUU says:
aku nk mandi..
eleh ee konon..
lek sua..

2009-07-03T21:35:00.001+08:00

2009-06-25T18:34:00.005+08:00

thanks for the burnt thang..tried to reheat while the parent are out to gardening and grab many fruits..those are their end results.. :)

knncb..

i tried to go to blogger since like how many days ago but i cant due to something through mozilla firefox.f btol..

now im using the internet explorer..

if anything happens , i terpakse use the google chrome..pffftttt ..:(

to shams , im sorry that your quiz i only scored 70%

haha!! pathetic seak..aku sala i tynk pasal waist size and the other two idk which one..

ps.:ey kiddos , tmr wait for me come back then we watch TRNSFORMER!! yay!! :)

2009-06-19T16:04:00.002+08:00

2nd post of the day:

i am:

yellow

Yellows are the sunniest, happiest and most childlike personalities in the color-spectrum. "All I want to do is have some fun!" is a song which is a wonderful representation of Yellows and shows their easy going, light and sunny character. These playful people have a wonderful sense of humor. They love to laugh and intimately enjoy life from many different angles. They advocate relaxation, the pure joy of life and live spontaneously. They are always reminding other people to not take life too seriously and to always look on the bright side. Life and work should both be enjoyed.

best at everything

you are the social person who make usefull contacts. you introduce important people to influencial people and always reap some sort of reward as a result...but you dont enjoy the spotlight as much. you prefer to stay in the back as there is more room to strech and you like the feeling that you are the one with the power and most of the time that is true... you will do well in almost anyfield you know how to flater without being to obivous and you can make just about anyone like you

YOU ARE MAYBE A BIT AGGRESSIVE

You scare ppl!but you are not mean, you are a good friend once people come to know you..just be a bit more open!

"If I say I HATE YOU it really means that I LOVE YOU"

You have a huge crush on this person but you can't tell it to him/her because your friends thought that he/she is your BIGGEST enemy. You love hanging out with that person even though your friends doesn't like him/her.

asshole

u pick on ppl and they hate ur fuckin guts!!!

New York

You love the busy city life. You want to be able to go out at any hour of the day or night and find an awesome place to eat. You are also very fashionable and are dedicated to your job! You also don't mind extreme temperatures and humidity. You should be living in New York!

Drama Queen

Not quite geeky enough yet. Its all about you, and looking the part, naturally.

2009-06-19T15:38:00.002+08:00

its all taken yesterday..:)

2009-06-16T23:01:00.003+08:00

im back!!

Zhaf: i know your big fucking secret but i promise i'll shush to the colleagues.. :)

Question:

A father's child, a mother's child, yet no one's son.
Who am I.

Answer:

I'm their daughter.

Random Riddle

It is in a rock but not in a stone, it is in marrow but not in a bone. It is in a bolster but not in a bed, it is not living, nor is it dead. What is it?

The Answer Please

The letter R.

Question:

David was out for a walk when it started to rain. He did not have an umbrella and he wasn't wearing a hat. His clothes were soaked, yet not a single hair on his head got wet.

How could this happen?

Answer:

David is bald.

What is the largest possible number you can write using only 2 numbers - just 2 numbers, no other mathematical symbols?

Answer:
9^⁹, this is 9x9x9x9x9x9x9x9x9 = 387,420,489.

If there are 5 apples on the counter and you take away 2, how many do you have?

Answer:
You have 2 apples. There are 3 left on the counter, but you have 2.

If, having only one match, on a freezing winter day, you entered a room which contained a lamp, a kerosene heater, and a wood burning stove, which should you light first.

Answer:
The match of course!

An Old friend of the family left $666,666 to 2 fathers and 2 sons to be split equally. After careful consideration they each happily received $222,222. Why and how was this possible?

Answers:
Although it seems there are four people, there are only 3. They encompass 3 generations...a grandfather, his son ( who is also a father), and his son. Thus there are 2 fathers and 2 sons, but only 3 people to split the money!

What belongs to you, but is mostly used by others?

Answer:
Your name.

What common chemical compound is represented by the letters H,I,J,K,L,M,N,O?

Answer:
H to O or H₂O which of course is water.

2009-06-15T13:24:00.005+08:00

thats HER present!!so nice the slipper!!hahas!!this is whom i called kiddos.they are the bytches who is alway around me by my side hearing , slapping , pinching and scolding me!!
these pretty wesome cupcake was made by izzat and his mom..nice kan!!
thats the present on the day!!
thats from hyder..
shaqey!! , elfee and sylvia..
shaqey!! and sylvia..

nak kipas ke nak tonggeng??hahas!!
fiz , muke relek uh..and aku pat background what sia!!

achik!! rambot aku jad manga misai kau uh!!haha!!
pappy youyou tamtam!!

oh great..
i still feel very sleepy..
i slept at 2 yest texting + talking on the fone..

mummys not home , went to bukit batok i dont what for and i alone at home watching from G's to Gents..
pfft..
uploaded the photos during tammys birthday party now..

cupcakes

2009-06-12T12:54:00.003+08:00

last sat i tynk..

2009-06-08T23:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRDDAY TAMTAM!!
hope u enjoyed today..:)
The slippers esp:shaq sylvia
the frame:hyder
the clock:udyn
the perfume:sheera , nisah , achik , aiman
and the overall plannings of the presents: the listed above ++ bobo , zuzu , shaushaun , kimkim , and loads hunky and hotty friends which i cant remember..

i hope u like it ++ the damn bash which i said i donwan kene but end up being caught by two beeatch..
haha!!

2009-06-06T17:23:00.000+08:00

you are an asslicker!!

stoopid can you be by not scolding me first but you decided to take the shortest route or many says the stoopidest act..

kimak!!so stoopid..i dont even know how u get your job??

or you seduce your boss to get your fucking job u fucking daughter of a bitch!!

hahas..
i told my friends + the parents about what i did and everybody laugh at your stupidity you see..
someone parents even called you an idiot you know!!
HAHA..BODOH NYE SIYAL!!

wateva shit la ey cibai!!its proven that you are so BIAS!!

exciting!!

2009-06-04T22:34:00.004+08:00

today , i was amazing!!
i loike..
oh , i mean tonight..

around seven met bobo , zuzu , mimi , shaushaun and guo lin..
headed to 331 and saw sally and her cliques..
shams came down..

at first we got bored while shams went to sit with her hardcourt friends.
bobo , zuzuz and guo lin played soccer with this two little boy..
the boys went off and we get bored so we played tagged..
and after that plaed charades..
me , zuzu and bobo..

dhen after a while , shams and her sister's clique(ida , rico , nikki , isk , sally) came and they wanted to lay catching..
i suggested of alipom so they changed their mind..
then we (shams , shaq , sally , bobo , zuzu , ida , rico , isk , nikki) played alipom at around 331 and the carparks.,
hell fun and hilarious..
oh , ++ tiring..

ended just now at 10.10..
rush home with the cab andpaid by nets..
goddammit!!
taaadddaaa...
i'm home..
still tired and still'tercungap-cungap' coz scared mummy and daddy nye fire alarm kinda voice..

the reason i rush coz im to excited about today and cannot postpone the post..
theres alot of things or somehow a joke need to be shared this week..
so for shams pit , at least we're now somehow used to like mixing with them on this upcoming monday..
me and the kiddos decided to put a debate and the answers is given..
so be prepared you beeatch..
haha!!

on recent monday , went to hardcourt with the kiddos and bobo shared something funny in his sec to class..
here:
there was a guy who did not do his homework and a teacher say!!
M.S:Ra*&%(
(blalala..)
M.S:DONT PUSH YOUR LUCK YOUNG MAN!!
YOU PUSH ME I WONT FALL!!
I PUSH YOU RRRRRRRRRRIGHT BACK!!

haha!!
somemore with bobo's tone of saying..

the next day , M.S.:adeeb , luckily you we're absent yesterday..Ra^#*(^ almost killed me..

omg!!so drmamama sia that guy..

on recent tues , near the boys toilet at the ee-room..
me , acai , min , bobo , achik , hakim was looking at the parade square at the railing..
they saw wati or some says watek..
min:WATI!!
and gez wat ...
in a nick of time , everyone dissapears behind the railing as watek look up..
they were like so scared..
dhen bobo came up with the rest and was like concealing..
bobo:AI TING!!
ai ting look up and wave back at bobo..
they said:luckily sia the name near so can cover paisey..

hahas..

so , im tired and i need to wash my face as pimples growing and need to brush teeth to bed i an hour time..

bubbye.. :P

2009-06-01T14:58:00.002+08:00

Hello appreciated peoples..:)

im back from the o levels just now..
its kinda stoopid..
anws , m going out later to hardcourt??
rite kiddos??
they're skating la..

anws ,
met faiz just now
he just dont have luck yest..
went to the atm machine , he left his card there and it got lost..
so he cancelled it..
then planning to go to mc but its full so decided to go cafe galilee in the library..
eat there and he bought this fish and chick 8.20 bucks i gez..
we didnt manage to finish up the laz quarter of the food and decided to pack..
we waited for the packed food but still not there..
faiz askd the man there ,
unfortunately he cannot find the food and he made the whole set again..!!
omg!!
naseb tk kene mkn lagy..
hahas..

dhen went fcc , study then do planning..

UPDATES:Mommy says Nasar's sick for a long time!!
korg nak jage nasar dhen tk tau jage to2 pe bodo!!
dont pull the fam's plug , sng skali..
kite complain to the welfare thing and cnfm2 korg kene nye..

shams bday cming and we decided to do pit at 331..
most importantly the kiddos must be there..
why??
cz its proven they are always there for us thru thick and thins..
Hyder:ear to listen and a place to seek advice.
Haikal:he listen but ends up cheering us up with his stoopid jokes.
Shams:the only girl other than me in the kiddos that will always nag and gives LONG LONG advices.
Zuhairi:He's the waddup dude kinda boi...he noes wat we're facing.
the etc kiddos ..i couldnt describe your funkyness..
but the sure ting i love all loads.. :)

the rest yg bkn kiddos..idk..
hehek..

2009-05-28T17:28:00.004+08:00

thats the teachers that followed -the middle is the tour guide..
Marsilians photo.. went to hanoi , vietnam..
This is my friend since sec1 , shaheera.. :) she's humorous..
This is one the of the most irritating friend i have.. thats achik!! haha!!

thats called black.. he's very annoying ane lame.. ahaks black!!
this is zul.. thats our friend..nice man.. :)
that the waterfall place..

i suck whole time!!

2009-05-28T16:56:00.003+08:00

omg!!

i feel so down..
i feel so stress..
i feel so stoopid..

this stoopid english pull down my points..
god dammit!!
the rest was somehow ok but not impressive at all..
pppfffttt..

here..

English: E8

Malay: B4
Mathematics: A1
Science(physics , chemistry):B3
Combined Humanities(geography , social studies): C5
POA: C5
Art:B4

fuck..

i suck at english whole time..

'o' level malays this mon , 1st june..
OMG!!
i hope i can do pretty well..
hope can get A1 or the worst i hope its B3..
please please please..

P.s. later imma show u some of the pictures taken at Hanoi , Vietnam.. :)

recovered

2009-05-26T19:19:00.003+08:00

good raining cats ad dogs day ladies and gentlemans..:)

im so bored at home and i just feel like going out and have few fags..woo!!
today tamtam didnt come AGAIN!!
she did tell me ' aku nak find any ways untuk ku taknak datang coz i hate malay and aku taknak gy inensive!!'
haha!!
ooops tamtam..
but sadly today she sick...

i have been searching for shoes and founded this at one of the webpage..
okeh la eh..

so today i was kinda irritating in the ava room..
(both in malay and in geog lesson)
during malay lesson , me , zuzu , isk , bobo had this convo and we started every sentence with wa' if and 'snot fair..
alking shit with them is kinda hilarious.
i tynk fqah overheard it and turn around and she was like 'shaq!!'
haha
so kiut..
and during the geog lesson , i sat at the table with bobo , kimkim and achik..
i was seating beside achik and beside me is bobo..
we're talking and i say this :
shaq: seak uh sejuk sei dudok bwh aircon !!
achik: da tau sejuk , laen kali takmu mandi
pagi bodoh!!
shaq:ee..siala!!pengotor seak kau..
achik:pengotor??!!lek suda bau uh ketiak ku wangi tak??!!(he was like raising his arm up and touching his armpit!!
mdm radha: can u monkeys stop it!!
bobo , kimkim , shaq , achik: (laughing out loudly , laugh cacophony)
bobo:haha monkey!!(pointing to achik)
achik:buto uh!!cikgu cakap monkeySSSS
all: still laughing when the bell rang..
mdm radha: whats so funny apes??i didnt know geography is fun..
bobo , hakim: haha achik ape!!
shaq:haha ape!!(i was kepo2 continuing the booing)
achik: haha apeSSSS!!

hahas..
today thang was hella stupid but hilarious..
enuf laughing..
imma sho you the schedule for this week and upcomung events..pfft
25th may:social studies mock exam(bet imma fail due to never study sufficiently)
27th may:geography elective mock exam(that means tmr n im still here blogging)
1st june:'O' level malay exam(oh shit!!i need to do my best siol!!)

i've never told a lie and that makes me a liar.
i never made a bet , but we gamble with desire.
i've never lit a match with an intent to start a fire ,
but recently theflames are getting out of control.
call me a name , kill me with words.
forget about me , its what i deserve.
i was your chance to get out of this town , but i ditched the car and left you to wait outside.
i hope the air will serve to remind you that my heart is as cold as the clouds of your breath ,
and my words are as timed as the beating in my chest.

marvellous right??
tamtam sent that to me from a lyric of i-dont-know-what.
but the words..
yummy!!

mother F$@^&* !!

2009-05-24T15:09:00.004+08:00

im stuck at home..
the parents + grans went to jemputan..
abg ya went bbdc again..
sis ainee n sis fifie went to werk..

happy birthday to the cousin..
*just being nice* HAHS
this week have been a crappy week..
full of crap and nonsensical shit have surrounded me..
its not about the kiddos..
i love the kiddos too much..

lil argument among dylies , the birthday party which i dont tynk someone appreciates . .
lucky i wasnt there , if i were there , i tynk it'll be a lot more worst..
okehs , now i dont feel sorry for myself coz apologies have already been made..
i dont start the sacarsm..
and IM MAKING THIS CLEAR TO YOU , DONT UNDERESTIMATE OR OVER JUDGE BY THE WORD FORGETTING YOU..I NEVER DID AND DONT WORRY.. FYI , ALL THIS WHILE THE CHAT HAVE BEEN ALL ABOUT YOU , AND THE PLANS..ppfffttt..
when i talk nicely , you all take it light and spark the fire..
its really not nice..
i swear..

fri went to rp to meet the boys but dier end up tk trn..
sedih siol..
before that watch the kiddos skate..
i was a bit quie that day thinking of all those freaking crap..
bb i tyn he knows wats gg on , he says its all bullshit.. HAHA!!
zuzu i tynk realise ,
during the smoke-break , he says he can sense somethings not right..
thanks for the soupport zuzu..
kimkim , bobo has been cheering me up always..
tamtam , you never fail to being bugged by me..HAHA!!
sat , as per normal..
the kidds were there..
and today , another boring day , another crappy shits..

so pukimak la to u all ..
sori tempias..
so long..

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im so welcome to write whatever shit i want..
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what say you?? :)

2009-05-21T16:17:00.003+08:00

happy hot day!!

just ended my conversation at i.m. with anna lily and fawly..
kecoh..
meeting them in half an hour time.. :)
yay!!
i miss them..

yest:
anws , went to the library at 6 pm..
kononnye nak blaja with faiz..
dhen end up he did his mind-map halfway and i never did my art and we're like talking shit the whole time..
dhen , zhafran came down and he's the one who ended doing smtg productive..
he read the fitness book.. "mcm paham jek dier!!"
hahas :)
dhen headed to civic garden and chit-chat..
zhafran went home ferst as he was not feelng well..
walter came and hang out..
walter and his friend apply job at ccpl..
then skali saw abg..
abg asked when im working again..
im stunned!!

moments later , tam tam , bobo , zuzu and e'e came civic and joined..
the whole time their convo was about the british slang.. -wa' if- and the malaysians slang -kot-..
and they started mixing the both slang and i cannot stop laughing..
hahs.. :)
p.s. met hedir and the brothers of his..
didnt tegor and just being ignorant..
hehs..

2009-05-18T18:21:00.002+08:00

hellas peeps.. :)

i feel "fatigue" right now..
hehes..
school stuff have pissed me off you see..
today i end at around 4 pm due to english structured remedial..
starting tomorrow till the 1st june , will be having intensive malay till ard 12.10 pm and then continue the day with around 3 hrs of structured remedial..
pfftttt..
art is also the other irritating thing..
haiyamakk..
needed to save bucks for the cake for naz b'day ard 50+..
anna , me and acai is contibuting to the cake..
okeh..
dhen yang laen tau datang tunjuk perangai and makan free cake uh..
peh buuutttt...
i dont feel lyk going since most kids from marsiling from marsiling not joining..
and there is obviously many dramas to be there..
omigoshh!!
help me decide.. :(

2009-05-13T21:49:00.003+08:00

evenings to all..

Just reached my empty crib with nobody at home as mum , dad , grans went to bukit panjang while the siblings are -i tynk- on their way home..
Went to FCC with anna and hedir and zuhairi , bobo and E came later..
thought of studying..Skali i end up chit chatting and talking crab with hedir and anna kene layankan kite nye gadoh..
wtf..

the recent monday(vesak day hols.). i supposed..
went to novena with the buddies acai and anna to survey few surprises for this upcoming birthday of a cousin of mine which we're not in talking terms anymore..
and please dont expect me to start the conversation which i dont tynk i want to..
but end up acai decided to get those materials somewhere near , 888 .
we didnt follow and me and anna met dinie at cwp to goto kakak's house to visit kak dydy on her newborn baby..
congrats to you..
a baby girl at last + afan , aten , and also baby khalish..
then someone had plan to meet the friend which i dont think the person knows that the friend mentioned was used to be my friend and..
anws , bloods thicker than water..
but i couldnt comprehend why on earth does the person need to say friend??
hahas..

forget it lahh..
then after meeting the baby , went to follow anna to meet kak seri and aryll...
sat at the pondok near their house waiting for kak seri .. me anna and aryll stopped the boredom by crcking few jokes and unsolved riddles for anna..(so skarang da tau kan??)
hehek..

one more thing..
i dont think its worth hanging out with you boy , coz i've been noticing that we're aint talking like proper eversince the crap be it in art lesson nor any other slacking time..coz i tynk talking to you is like talking to a dog who is really not trying to open up its mouth boy.. :)

so.. im thinking that all for now coz im sure i wwill have the same one crap of staying back late at school for the damn art and loads of structured remedial..

till then..
nytes2.. :)

2009-05-06T22:49:00.003+08:00

hey ho..
just reach the crib..
went to slack at 331 just now with shams , bobo , E , mickey , shaun , mickey..
actually , on the way to 331 , met E in the bus so he decided to join us after he went home..
he told that he went to eat 3 cups of noodles , sembahyang and then came down..
haha..:)
then mickey was like saying dier "sembah ayam"
cibot uh mickey..

anw , my starting to be stuck at school like almost everyday for art especially!!
tuesday will be structured remedial for social studies and friday will be having physic..
this kind of stuff to be 'PREPARED' for my 'O' is killing me that i have to leave school like almost at 5pm everyday..
ppppffftttt..

anws , my purposes is to update the photos recently on the perfomance for F.I.S.
after the performance , went at the back of Heeren to celebrateor somehoe bashed her on the birthday the next day , sun , 3 may..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!!
bashed on the saturday..
on the sunday , went to sakura at Republic with the folks and all the family members ++ the sibling's boyfriend and tunang..
it was Sis Ainee and Abg Yan birthday on the Monday ,
their birthday is on the monday , 4 may..
but since its a working day for everyone except for me , Danish and Batrisyia the schooloing day..
we decided to celebrate on sunday..
after the dinner and all the presents giving , we siblings all went to seletar to wait for 12 midnight to bashed them again..
left thet place at around 145 and headed back home and reach about 230 cos we sent kak eza and wan home first..
That the picture for the overall thing..
HAPPY BIRTHDAYS TO AINEE AND YAN..

And ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY BABIES TO :
NAZRATUL
SHAHEERA
HAFIZ..

till thenn ...

2009-04-29T16:00:00.004+08:00

Hello to all! :)
Just reach my crib and today i just ha my malay prelim..
it sucks quite wells..
hahas..:)

anws..
dad came over the recent monday and he gave 500 bucks for me to spend on a camera..
i thought of asking him to buy me the adidas watch the one that i've been dying to have..
pfft..
so when he gave me the money , i just lost few words..
hehes.. :)
so yest i joined kak fifie and abg sairi to far east dhen to bugis to grab some stuffs for this upcoming Sunday..
they are very nice and kind to accompany me to go to Sim Lim for a while..
yeah..
its about the camera dude!!

So i manage to grab a Fujifilm Finepix J110w..
weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
market price is around 600++
but it was discounted to 490..
but!!
this uncle Daniel reduced it to 450..
at first he told us to buy the 2nd battery..
we told him that it has passed our budget and he decided to give us for free!!++screenprotector..
and few other sutffs..

sooo!!!

thats all about my excitement..
i need to take a shower and get change to study for tomorrow's English prelim!!

GOSH!!!

2009-04-27T17:52:00.003+08:00

Evening peoples! :)

Seems like a tiring day today..
Teacher have been starting to push like Hell!!
Especially the Art..
We have to like stay back like everyday to complete our sketches..
Omigosh!!

Anws , i went to watch Taken at cathay cwp with sis ainee..
a nice show.. Really..
Then met naz under her block then headed to the library to meet bee and anna..
me and naz got nothing to do so we decided to play with bee's lappy and started to bitch around about other profile..its about our cousins.. :)
Dhen headed to the civic garden and slack around..
saw hetty and the gerls and their freakzy guys..
they was like shouting when they saw bee
and i was like..
"NAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!"
hahas..
a few minute later E came with Mickey..
they chat for a while and we headed home while the rest stayed there..

ookehss..
i'm taking my shower soon.. :)

P.S. i think theres lotsa assignment i have to complete later.. ppfffftttt...

2009-04-26T15:40:00.005+08:00

Hey there!! :)

it's been a while since i updated..

previous friday , went to watch the kiddos skate..
started at 149 but ran away , chased by ampai!! hahas..
then went to 178 basketball court..
watch fauzie and his brother ollie down..
Thats scary seak!!i heard hyder says 11 steps down..
eeeewwww!!!ohno...ooooouuuuccccchhhhh!!! :)
-skipping some parts-

yest went to study at Hyder's crib at Yishun..
its fun though there ony me Hyder , Haikal and Shams...
at least we did something worth!!aft that headed civic garden and have some chats..

Too bad i cant go to the arts house today..
haix.. :(
But nvm , im goin' to catch a show 'taken' tis aft at causeway point!!
yay yay!!

So Long!!!

Updates :)

2009-04-21T15:45:00.003+08:00

hello people..:)
am at tammy's crib right now..
the weather is so bad nowadays, luckily it rained this morning..
anws..went to watch movie yest with anna and hedir.
17 Again..its quite a nice show though..
its at 1720. aft the show , we chilled at civic garden and they chit chat while i meet faiz , hafiz etc..(i miss Appa!!)went to Cathay and saw me colleague Don Jun and even the managers..Abang and Andrew..Omg!!anws i didnt tegur the managers..
im so excited cz i miss them so much..
:dah lamer tak kerje..so.."theres a new manager named Charles and he is so H!!!
just now in the class , theres a lizard..hahaha..everyone was shouting +yao zhou..
hahas..
the week before me and the kids saw a bat near the toilet and Haikal throw tissue at the bat that it flew away and everyone was shouting..
Jufri is the funniest , when it flew , Jufri ran and the bat was beside him..
They made a lot of noises and i tynk it distracted the classes at that level.. :)

2009-04-18T19:31:00.005+08:00

I missed the Vietnam(Hanoi) trip the Geog Student went last June Holidays..

he's my dad yoo bitchy witch!

2009-04-18T18:22:00.003+08:00

just received a phone from dad..
he's talking to grans..
its about his new house at Yishun..
Obviously Yishun is your hometown fcuker..
It's pretty heartbreaking to hear that but you cant even change anything you see..
he'd already moved.

Anw, returned home at ard 1430 today..
have to do the boring CIP programme (its a flag day)
Started at AP.. (Its the collection point anws)
Collected around one-third of the can and we (me and Shams) headed to Marsiling MRT to meet Hyder , Bobo , Zuhairi , Hock Boon and Hafiz..
Then we have some puffs i tynk its under Fauzi's block while waiting for Hakim and Idil..
We headed to the Fuchun CC and have our lunch (i was starving at that tyme)..
-skipping some-
Returned the tin and went to 159 to get some puffs again..
Hyder was there already with Lalaq and Jojo..
(long tyme no see Lalaq-si humptydumpty tu)
:)

2009-04-18T17:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO FELLAS!!!
I'M BACK!!!